Perfectly Perfect

So D and I had a perfectly fun conversation.

I've been having sort of a bad week this week, and I was afraid that D was going to be his quiet self and not talk on the phone for any amount of time. While I love talking to the guy, the best convos happen when BOTH of us are conversing with the other.

We were discussing adult matter: ie money and jobs.

I told him about the credit card I got a couple weeks ago. I actually thought I would get more of a tongue lashing from him than I actually did. He just murmured something about it being a "recipe for disaster" and asked how much 'in the hole' I was.

PHEW

So tonight was the night D said I was going to be writing lines, well guess who isn't writing lines right now!!

MEEEEE!!!

I haz teh excite.

That is all.

Just Kill Me Now

So my dear boyfriend is planning on getting some new implements before our next meeting. Well, I took a gander online before I went to work to get the picture of what exactly he was thinking about buying.

I had forgotten just how WICKED the damn thing was.

Extreme Evilness That Is Death

Yeah, if you're a sub/bottom then you know exactly how horrible that thing will feel. If you are a Dom/Top then stop looking at the damn thing already and wipe your chin.

News

So today was friggin tiring. I'm totally over this whole "working for a living" thing. I am starting to think I would much rather just have money to spend and that's it. Meh.

Anywho, so in regards to D and I things are pretty much going back to normal. Things have been kinda bumpy with us (in my head) since the big talk that I freaked out about and blogged immediately afterward.

Part of the feeling that things are better now, I think, go directly to the fact that he's taking charge again. I mean he's been "in charge" the whole time, but it wasn't exercised too often. He hadn't made me call him Sir, or made me write lines, or such whatnot in a while; and while I loved it cause I wasn't having to do things I buck against/hate, I think subconsciously I missed him being Dominant.

All Great Things Come To An End

So for the last month or so D and I have been in this Domination limbo where I know that he could come up and be all Dommy if he so desired, but I don't really expect it all that often. I've also been pretty good lately, only minor incidents plagued my otherwise pure slate.

Well... All good things come to an end, eh?

I have to secretly admit to y'all that I've been sorta kinda waiting for D to 'put me in my place' so to speak. For him to let me know in no uncertain terms that HE was in charge, and that I was going to obey him.

I like to think I don't want it, but then I don't get it and I get slightly dissatisfied. That unsatisfaction grows until I find myself doing things on purpose to get him to do something about it.

Call me 7, i know lol. What can I say?

Long time no see!

News of the day... I HAVE FOLLOWERS!!!

I'm so happy, y'all have officially made my day lol.

Anywho.

So the trip with D was pretty cool. Metropolis is absolutely not as exciting as the people and fliers would have you believe. D and I did all the tourist-y stuff, even went down to Vienna.

Okay, the Vienna thing was my fault.

Apparently Paduca is the place to go when you're in that part of IL, since they have actual STUFF TO DO. They have a mall, a movie theatre, etc that is good for actual fun, not just a small town with a tall man, two museums (they use the word loosely), and a bunch of dirt.

I had been told several times about Paduca.

I have no idea how Vienna stuck in my head.

Therefore, D and I made our 'adventure' into Vienna which turned out to be a slightly more concentrated nothing than Metropolis. We drove around a LOT on this past trip.

Zzzzzzzzz's

Wow... today was SUCH a long day. I worked my BUTT off, and I still got out of work later than I was scheduled. I was supposed to get out at 2, and I got out just before 4. Yeah yeah, it isn't ALL that impressive to all of you who work 10+ hour shifts, but damn... it sure was hard for me.

I got through it though... that's all that counts.

Tomorrow was a scheduled day off, but my boss asked me to come in until 12 since they fired someone that decorated today... One of my friends too. :\

I'm glad I took D's advise and went on ahead to bed shortly after we got off the phone. I was going to just stay up and sleep all tonight and tomorrow (since I'd be able to sleep in since I had the day off at the time) but D didn't think it sounded like a good idea. He didn't make me go to bed, mind you, he just suggested it. He might have also made it seem like a stupid idea to do otherwise, but I digress.