Sick and Missing D

So Thanksgiving with the family was amazing. We did Christmas and birthdays while we were there, and it was absolutely amazing.

I also came to the realization that my absolute hatred for older men that resembled my grandfather is now non-existent. I was starting to see it when I met D's parents and didn't automatically hate his dad for having knee problems.

The only thing that could have made it better would have been me not getting sick.

But no, I just had to go and get sick like it was going out of fashion. I feel like shit and just want to die. I can't even sleep cause I can't breathe.

UGH.

AND on top of all that, I just really wish D was here. Just to cuddle with, get held, comforted... blugh. And he's all the way in IL. Stupid friggin face.

It's also raining.

Thanksgiving

Like I've said in recent posts, I'm not going to be in town this Thanksgiving, and I feel obliged to make a "What I'm thankful for" post beforehand.

We're leaving tomorrow night, so sometime today I need to get the lead out of my ass and actually wash some clothes so I can pack.

But before I get to actual work, I think I'm gonna get to what I am thankful for this year.

1: I am obviously thankful for my awesome boyfriend.
                  I'm thankful that we get to see each other, and that we found each other.

2: I am thankful that I wasn't seriously hurt in my car wreck.
3:I am thankful for my family being there for me when I need them to be.
4:I'm thankful for all my friends that I've made throughout the year.
5: I am thankful for my snake. She's my baby. :)

Survival is My Strong Point

So, good news!!

The rubber thing didn't hurt at ALL as much as I thought it was going to! It was very stingy, but I LIKE stingy, so D decided it wasn't a good match for what we were going for.

Don't let me get too ahead of myself, there's a lot more to tell!

So, like I said in my last post; I met his parents for the first time yesterday.

THEY ARE SO CUTE!

 We met up at the library and went straight to dinner. His mother is a coupon-er and it's adorable. I had only been to Red Lobster a couple times before last night, but it was really good. Dinner wasn't NEARLY as awkward as I originally thought it was going to be; which was delightful.
D took me to see Immortals. It was an interesting movie. I flailed. While we were there, we made fun of the people lining up outside the theatre for the Breaking Dawn midnight showing. Great bonding moment.

I got to watch hockey with D for the first time at Buffalo Wild Wings. It didn't actually suck as much as I thought it was going to, especially once I got into the game and figured out who was who.

After that we ventured to the hotel; need I say I was not pleased?

T-9

(This was written several months ago but somehow when editing my posts, I reposted this tonight. Enjoy a vintage entry)

Boy, I wish time would go by faster! I have 9 more days to wait until D gets here! Actually... not even that long. If it becomes the 12th in app. an hour and a half then there are only 8 more days!!

Hip, Hip, Hooray!

Honestly, I am totally stoked. I'm even more excited this time around than I was the first time he came down. Sure I'm dreading the spanking about 1000 times more this time, I am excited about him being here even more than that. Talking on the phone, as much fun as that may be, doesn't have ANYTHING on actually BEING with someone.

Likewise, it's even more if you are in a relationship with said someone. Meh, long distance relationships are not as much fun as they let on. :\ Meh, meh, meh.

Don't get me wrong! I sincerely enjoy D and my relationship, it's just I wish we didn't live so far away from each other and we were able to see each other more frequently. Yet another reason I'm excited about going away to college this fall; D and I will be able to meet up half-way, instead of him having to drive the 5 odd hours to visit me.

Teh excite.

Tomorrow's the Big Day!

Well, technically... today, since it's after midnight, but I haven't slept yet so I still consider it 'tomorrow'.

But anywho, I am totally pumped. It seems like it's been SO much longer since I last saw him than it actually has; more than likely the cause stems from so many failed plans. I half expected him to tell me that this time wasn't going to work cause he had to work.

Red Headed

I finally got my hair coloured. I've been wanting to get it done for a while now and just hadn't been able to find the funds/time to do it. I then remembered that my friend (who just recently graduated from cosmetology school) owed me some money, and I figured it would be a good time to pay her a visit.

Hopeful Again!

D and I were talking tonight, and I've totally had my timing mixed up. We aren't going out of town till the weekend of Thanksgiving, so it isn't THIS Wednesday, it's next.

D brought up the confusing matter and I about squealed when he suggested us get together this next week. OMG ya'll... totally awesome. I'm seriously pumped again.

I'll write again soon. :)

Long Time No Blog

So, nothing really has happened in my life here lately except my boyfriend liking work more than spending time with me. :p
Just kidding.

Sorta...

I've been reading more since I broke my hand. I have read Kiss - from Ted Dekker, and a good chunk of The Story of O - by Pauline R'eage. The story of O is moving by soooo slowly, and each scene I can just see what went on in the movie, which is terrible.