Stupid Ranting

Warning to all followers, this is just an emotional rant. For your own good, please do not click "Read More" if you a) don't care about my emotional tangents, b) will unsubscribe to my blog because it isn't about sex/spanking.

Starting Over

So, I just joined Livestrong.com again, and I'm going to start watching what I'm eating... again. I've let myself gain waaaaaayyy too much weight these past couple of months. I know how I did it before, and I know I can do it again, I just need to keep my head in the game.

I'm going to set some goals for myself, and reward myself when I hit them. I already have some rewards that will just happen when I lose the weight.

(e.g. Getting into the smaller sized jeans I can't fit into anymore, get into the brown dress I described a while back, have more motivation and energy, be smexy for mah boyfriend, etc.)

I know what I need to do. I just really hate rules and regulations... it has to be a feeling for me, and now it's back and I'm going to push it as far as I can. My methods of losing weight aren't the best, but they work for me. I lost 30lbs last time, and I was only half-heartedly trying... who knows what I can lose this time!

I hate looking like I do right now. I'm going to change it. Mark my words, dear readers, I am going to change it.