Off to Work

Hallo everyone,

Long time no blog... sorry about that. :\

Things have been pretty normal on this end; working and such. My brother moved in a few weeks ago, THAT'S a really good thing.

The visit with D went really well, I was thoroughly sore when he left. We went to a comic shop near my house and I almost thought he jizzed in his pants when we walked in. We spent two and a half hours in that fucking place. I thought I was gonna die, lol.

So last night I couldn't sleep for shit. D told me to go to bed at 10:30, I went to bed at almost 11. Once I was there I didn't fall asleep till WELL after midnight. It was near 1am when I finally fell asleep, now I am up at the ass-crack of dawn with insufficient sleep... no bueno.

Oh well, I'll blog again soon to explain all the big (and little) points of the last few weeks.

See ya soon! :)

Two Weeks Away, Sick, and Weird Dream

So, technically I should be in bed right now, but I am way too awake to sleep right at this moment and I will go as soon as I put this out into the interwebz.

Anywho.

Final Christmas Present

So today was a pretty uneventful day. I went to work, set the case, went to lunch, piddled around for the rest of the 8 hour shift, then came home.

The one thing that did make my day slightly more exciting was the fifth and final Christmas gift I got for D.

In Trouble Again & Ticket

So, I apparently have a red neon sign above me that attracts police. It goes without fail. I got a ticket today for driving in a school zone too fast, which is bullshit because there were NO signs up that let people know said information. Either that, or I turned onto the road just after the said sign and didn't get the chance to see it.

Either way, I got pulled over.

Stupid Ranting

Warning to all followers, this is just an emotional rant. For your own good, please do not click "Read More" if you a) don't care about my emotional tangents, b) will unsubscribe to my blog because it isn't about sex/spanking.

Starting Over

So, I just joined Livestrong.com again, and I'm going to start watching what I'm eating... again. I've let myself gain waaaaaayyy too much weight these past couple of months. I know how I did it before, and I know I can do it again, I just need to keep my head in the game.

I'm going to set some goals for myself, and reward myself when I hit them. I already have some rewards that will just happen when I lose the weight.

(e.g. Getting into the smaller sized jeans I can't fit into anymore, get into the brown dress I described a while back, have more motivation and energy, be smexy for mah boyfriend, etc.)

I know what I need to do. I just really hate rules and regulations... it has to be a feeling for me, and now it's back and I'm going to push it as far as I can. My methods of losing weight aren't the best, but they work for me. I lost 30lbs last time, and I was only half-heartedly trying... who knows what I can lose this time!

I hate looking like I do right now. I'm going to change it. Mark my words, dear readers, I am going to change it.

Sick and Missing D

So Thanksgiving with the family was amazing. We did Christmas and birthdays while we were there, and it was absolutely amazing.

I also came to the realization that my absolute hatred for older men that resembled my grandfather is now non-existent. I was starting to see it when I met D's parents and didn't automatically hate his dad for having knee problems.

The only thing that could have made it better would have been me not getting sick.

But no, I just had to go and get sick like it was going out of fashion. I feel like shit and just want to die. I can't even sleep cause I can't breathe.

UGH.

AND on top of all that, I just really wish D was here. Just to cuddle with, get held, comforted... blugh. And he's all the way in IL. Stupid friggin face.

It's also raining.