Made it!

I officially made it through the spanking ALIVE!

Wull, seeing as I didn't end up getting the almost 400 spanks I had coming to me probably had something to do with it. I honestly don't think I could have ever made it through the whole thing. Apparently right now my pain tolerance is 2 out of 10 to what it normally is.

Why?

Who knows, my body does things without my permission sometimes... dumb ole body. :P

But anyway, I was like... yelping at just the hand... OVER the jeans! I mean fer cryin out loud. o.O

One more day!

One more day 'til I get to see my D!! YAY YAY YAY YAY!

All day I've been sort of "meh" but as the day wore on, I've gotten more and more excited about his arrival. Tomorrow I will work until 6, and I will sleep, and the very next day he will be here!! YAY

While I am not looking forward to the punishment I have coming to me, I AM looking forward to him being here and spending time with him in person.

-squee!-

I'm bummed cause here I was being actually REALLY good for how I usually am... I mean I went 9 days without getting into any shit!! But then I had to go too fast and get the damn ticket.

Ticket

So, who decided today would be a good idea to get a speeding ticket? Apparently I did.

Today was already pretty horrible. I haven't been able to find my phone so I slept like shit last night cause I kept thinking I had overslept. Then when I went to work everything was okay before I actually started the shift, but after I clocked in things turned to shit. I had a ton of things I had to do before I even started cooking, and then it turned out that my sink is broken and won't work properly.

I started cooking after working for 2 hours on the other crap and when I went to the bathroom after my first round, the little girl in the next stall kept looking under the wall at me! I just stared back like "WTF are you doing!?"

Ren Fair

So today was a pretty fun day, I went to the Renaissance festival, which was SO MUCH FUN! I ended up spending quite a pretty penny though, cause I bought a long skirt, a corset, a hair thing, and an ornamental piece for my forehead. While, I would not normally spend SO much money at a fair-like place, today was an exception because I am trying to gather up my costume for when I join SCA.

The corset I got made my boobs look HUGE. I already have big boobs (DD to DDD), but them paired with something that sinched my waist.... damn son. I was hawt. :3

I got SEVERAL looks and comments about how much the corset helped shape what my moma gave me. One lady even came up with her two friends and asked if they (my boobs) were real. I nearly DIED. I told them that YES my boobs were real, and that a corset will work wonders lol.

So tired!

So wow, I've been playing a video game on my computer for the last couple hours and they just FLEW BY I tell you! It's nearly 2am!! GAH! And I was TIRED today! Jesus!

Anywho, I just thought I would come on in and say hullo before I fell into unconsciousness.

D was a sleepy-head today, so I was unable to talk to him... sad days. But that just means I get to talk to him tomorrow about all the things I was going to blab about today! YAY!

And for the record, I am excited about Friday like no other lol. EXCITEMENT! YAY!

Okay, before I continue in this rediculous fashion, I am going to hit the hay. G'night!

:D

Hola

So, today has been a pretty chill day. I woke up around noon (from a horrible dream, which is why i remained awake) and got on the computer and dicked around for a little while. I cut my bangs a little bit, and now I'm getting ready to go to my friend's graduation!

I've decided to wear a dress so I can show off my tattoo on my shoulder. >:3

I graduated from the homeschool place that she is graduating from, so nearly everyone there will recognize me and see the tat. Am I being dumb and immature and rub-it-in-their-christian-faces? Why yes.. yes I am.

Ugh, I'm getting hungry. I haven't eaten anything since lunch yesterday, I'll probably eat tonight with the group of friends if they eat, otherwise I think I'll just eat tomorrow.

Wow, this is a random blog post lol.

I might take a nap.

This sounds like a plan.

FRUSTRATION

So, since when do I watch spanko p0rn and feel uncomfortable!? SINCE WHEN!?

UGH

I watch it and I feel all bleh inside cause I KNOW I am going to be feeling THAT EXACT THING in like a week and a half! I've watched several videos and what normally makes me get all horny has completely made me want to run as fast as I can. And FORGET watching videos of people getting spanked by a bathbrush! FUGGITUHBOUTIT!!

Every time I watch one of the videos it makes my stomach churn and I get all nervous cause I KNOW I am going over his lap and going to have to take the amount of beating I have coming to me.

WOE. IS. ME.

Excitement

So who can't wait for next weekend?

ME!

I am TOTALLY stoked about next Friday that I can hardly stand it. It's officially official that D is coming into town next Friday and I am just about to explode from excitement!

I was thinking at work today about the bitter-sweet that is him coming to see me. The sweet part is the simple fact that I get to see him both Friday AND Saturday and I get to hang with him and actually SEE him instead of just hearing him over the phone.

The part that makes the whole thing have a bitter quality, is the fact that I'm going to be punished. :\

See, last time I wasn't able to get into the right head-space to see the whole shindig as punishment as much as just getting a really bad whuppin. This time I don't think that will be the case. I am not trying to show him how tough I am, or how high my pain tolerance is, because he already knows.

YAY

So, tonight was going to either be a very emotional night, or a very good night. Luckily, it was very good.

I went out to eat with my grandmother this evening so I could maybe get some new bras, since the ones I own right now are either falling apart, or too small. She bought me 3 bras at 40% off, so that was fantastic and the conversation during dinner was cordial so I wasn't filled with emotional anxiety the entire time.

The sad thing, though, is that I've gone MONTHS without talking to her more than a few words here and there, and all of a sudden I show up and want her to buy me things. Talk about taking advantage of someone, jeez. She deserves it though, throughout my entire working experience she 'borrowed' money from me, and one year I even ended up buying my own Christmas presents. Therefore I feel no obligation to apologize or spend any more time with her unless I need something.

Good Mood :)

So, I was thinking today at work about how little I talk about D unless I'm saying that I want him to come into town, or saying something that I wish he did differently. Well, this is going to take a little turn and I'm going to talk about him: What I like about him, and what I like about our relationship. :)

I only have another 10 minutes, so I'm going to make it fast. :P

He really does a good job in controlling me, and he now has earned the "right" to be obeyed by me. While this may not always occur, I now CARE about whether or not he is pleased with me. He is fair and even though I exasperate him to no end, he still sticks around and talks to me on the phone.

That said, he actually freaking TALKS to me on the phone! How awesome is that!? The only people I've been able to keep on the phone with me for any time are people who like to talk equally as much as I do, or I was talking about sex the entire time.