All day I've been sort of "meh" but as the day wore on, I've gotten more and more excited about his arrival. Tomorrow I will work until 6, and I will sleep, and the very next day he will be here!! YAY
While I am not looking forward to the punishment I have coming to me, I AM looking forward to him being here and spending time with him in person.
-squee!-
I'm bummed cause here I was being actually REALLY good for how I usually am... I mean I went 9 days without getting into any shit!! But then I had to go too fast and get the damn ticket.
I was kind of (probably foolishly) hoping that D would go a little easier on me since the transgressions hadn't been recent, and I had been so good lately, but then I had to ruin it by speeding. Any hope I had for mercy just went flying out the window the moment I saw the blue lights flashing behind me. Since even if I hadn't gotten a ticket, I would have still told him about being pulled over.
I don't hide important stuff, and even if I had ever been tempted to, the conversation I had with D about just "not telling" important things could get me in LOADS of shit on TOP of being in trouble for the deed.
Gah, Doms and their consistencies. :P
I mean, I like that D is consistent... don't get me wrong. It's one thing I really like about him, actually, since I am less than consistent as a rule lol. I'm one of those individuals that fit into the category under the definition of insanity...
Insanity: Doing the same thing over, and over, expecting a different result.
Yup, pretty much me in a nutshell, since I'm not one to take past experiences and apply them to present circumstances.
Anyways, so I'm pretty pumped about him coming down. I honestly can not wait. I'm gonna go ahead and go to sleep and try to make time go by faster lol.
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